Under Gods Command
Proverbs 25:27 – It is not good to eat too much honey, nor is it honorable to seek one’s own honor.
Dwelling on the honors you deserve can only be harmful. It can make you bitter, discouraged, or angry, and it will not bring the rewards that you think should be yours. Obsessed for what you should have received may make you miss the satisfaction of knowing you did your best.
Under Gods command 